These books gave M a hopeful and comforting message: You are not alone; And as bad as things were before, that's how good they became; Moby-Dick : Call me Ishmael
One must learn to live. I practice every day. My biggest obstacle is I don't know who I am. I grope blindly. If anyone ever loves me as I am, I may dare at last to look at myself. For me, that possibility is fairly remote.