there’s a thing in the book about how when somebody leaps from a burning skyscraper, it’s not that they’re not afraid of falling anymore. it’s that the alternative is so awful.
David说“You feel like you are so much better than everyone else because you see that all these are delusions. You feel you are so much worse than everyone because you can't fucking function.” 之后脑中一直在回放再听到他说"I've exhausted all the ways of living." 哭了